For a long time the future has felt very far away, or at least what will happen after my studies in August. Three years ago, I started something that totally changed the prospects of my time line. I did not realize until then how much I’ve attached my identity to my career choice, which was at that to become a lawyer. A gap year turned into a career change and suddenly I was no longer a law student but a marketing student. I’ve always been good at maintaining an image of calmness. But what I can say I struggled a lot during first half of my 20s. It was an emotional inferno and I got through it.